Does Jesus really love us?

I feel like I have been tested beyond belief.  I lost both my parents, when they were in their 60's.  I have often felt that this was incredibly unfair.  Do others live better lives?  Those that live to be in their 90's?   Why, has been my cry to God for so many years.   Last year I lost my very dear brother at the age of 55.  My heart screams: No,no. I have believed in a great God, for  many years, simply because our lives are not an accident.  Such a great design our bo
dy is, surely it had a designer.  Why then do I feel tested and tried beyond belief.....My heart cries out to Him who made Heaven and earth.   I sense His peace gently bathing me, and my heart is still.